My story

Hi Bloggers

I was watching an episode of Jeremy Kyle recently, it was about a young woman who's father had abandoned her, brother and mother at about 4 years old. He had gone on to have more kids with various women, just loving and leaving them, all she wanted was to make him aware of how she felt, and what he had done. She called him by his christian name, as she felt he wasnt her father. He didnt get it at all.

It got me thinking about my own family, my mother who couldnt understand why i was upset with her.

But watching this program, i realised that i can now let go of the past, because nothing would change and all it does is make me upset.

So from now, im moving onwards and upwards.

 

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What goes on in the Background

 

Morning Guys I just wanted say, lots going on in my little world at the moment, certainly not good either Gary is currently being treated for an Abdominal Aortic Anurism, and should be having a serious operation to remove it shortly. In fact next week he is having tests and a CT scan to provide the surgeon with all the information needed. In the meantime he has had a medical at work, and they found his blood pressure was raised and told him to make an appointment with his doctor. Unfortunately like a lot of men, he just forgot about it for a while, when he eventually remembered to tell me, i made the appointment straight away. Indeed his BP is very high, the doctor put him straight onto medication, this could delay his operation if it doesnt come down. In the meantime i am trying to hold it together, he doesnt seem to be worried, but basically he has very high BP, high cholesterol (which seems to have stabilised with medication), and the aneurism (which is hereditary as his dad died of one). Any of which could kill him, all are like silent killers, so im really pleased that we know about them,........but im so scared. So if i dont post on FB or here for a while, its just im stressed. Please remember, you never know what is going on in other peoples lives sometimes

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